The weekend went by too fast! I’m still annoyed about Zander’s engagement. Now I’m friends on Facebook with Claire so I get to read about all the people showering them with love and congratulations.
Also, apparently I’m in the bridal party. I’m included in this fucking group text so I can give my opinion about dress color and shoes and centerpieces and invitations and photographers and where they should have the reception and the ceremony and the bachelorette party and all that happy-dappy crap that goes along with getting married.
I mean, the wedding isn’t until next summer, they haven’t set a date, and already my family wants Zander to have one of his single friends be a groomsman so I’ll have a date. Fuck them! They think I won’t have a date by next summer?!
I guess I’m a little bitter. I was supposed to be the one that’s engaged by now. I was with Johnny a lot longer than Claire and Zander have been together.
Oh, speaking of the devil, he texted me last night. He asked how my Thanksgiving was. I told him that Zander got engaged, although I can’t imagine he’s that far removed from my family on Facebook to have not figured it out considering the hundreds of posts that have gone up featuring said engagement.
He just said “cool.” Then he told me that his grandfather is really sick and is going to go on hospice. That’s a downer. Although he’s been in a nursing home for a long time now, and it wasn’t a very nice nursing home.
I don’t like that we’re texting. I think the reason I’m so upset of Zander’s engagement is because that could’ve been my engagement if Johnny wasn’t such an asshole. And I’m not going to get over it if he keeps harassing me!
And Colin hasn’t texted me, so I don’t know what his deal is. That’s also pissing me off! And I have to go back to school tomorrow, so that’s also got me in a bad mood!
Everyone just leave me alone!