What is it about being around a happy couple that makes you completely depressed? I didn’t have fun last night. I couldn’t keep work out of my head. I went out to a club with Patrick and Zooey and some of their other friends last night. I wore my traditional Halloween costume: a fairy costume complete with small wings and a short skirt. But I just wasn’t in the mood.
Colin had “other plans” so I didn’t even have a date.
I tried dancing for a little while, but I wasn’t feeling the music and my drink was gross. Every time a guy tried to talk to me I just turned them down. I think I made it about about a half hour into the night and told Zooey that I wanted to leave.
She pouted and said “Nooooooo!,” and then made a lame attempt to convince me to stay, but I could tell she really just wanted to grind on Patrick who was dressed as an unconvincing Joker from Suicide Squad.
She made me promise to text her when I got home, which I did and didn’t even get a reply.
I ended up spending my night on Amazon looking for an area rug for my students to sit on. The one I want to buy is $200 and I already used up all of my $ from the PTA.
I’m worried about my students tomorrow. I have no idea how they’re going to react to everything being gone. They don’t deal well with changes.
My only silver lining is maybe my crappy situation will result in sympathy points from Connie.
Tomorrow’s Halloween so I have to go out today and buy a bunch of party favors so my students can have 1-hour of highly structured “fun.”