“I’m So Depressed” Wednesday August 3, 2016

tumblr_matlleObCG1qm0iqno1_500What is it about feeling sorry for yourself that makes you want to watch romantic comedies and make yourself feel worse by watching movies with happy endings? Why am I currently watching “Love Actually” when I should be watching “Texas Chainsaw Massacre”? Why am I probably going to watch “The Notebook” next? These movies are awful! Why am I doing this to myself?!

Why am I eating Oreos straight from the box? This is only going to make me feel worse about myself.

Why have I not showered or put on clothes yet? This makes me feel bad about myself.

Why am I checking Facebook and reading about my “friends” in their happy relationships? This also makes me feel worse about myself.

Also, Johnny is no longer “in a relationship” on Facebook. I guess that means this is all legit now. I always kept my relationship status private because it’s nobody’s fucking business. I’m not on Facebook so stalkers can know if I’m available.

Anyway. I have to go to work soon so I’ll have to clean myself up. Omigod, what happens if Clint comes in? He’s essentially the catalyst that caused my break up. Now I feel sick again.


2 thoughts on ““I’m So Depressed” Wednesday August 3, 2016

  1. I am sorry you are going through this. Breakups suck. Maybe you are looking for a reason to hope, or are looking to punish yourself. I don’t really know you, so you have to decide which. Stay strong…it will get better. This is the worst part.

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